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2.47pm and I haven't started studying. CRAP 
I am starting to get sleeping problems which proves that Im stressing
over nothing. Feel like such a wuss. Nervous, worried, anxious and
excited too. Just stupid things on my mind which shouldn't be (why do i
bother?) Ive only got two exams BUT thats
not the point at all. I'm just freaked that if I fail, Im gonna have to
come back early from the holidays to do my re-sits which REALLY
ULTIMATELY would be the end of the world for me. And that's because if I have to come back early, I CANNOT go to Melbourne. Hence, I will be absolutely:
1) devastated
2) pissed off at myself for failing a 1st year unit
3) feeling so guilty coz I told my dear Steph that I WILL be there
4) melbourne-sick
Yes, I really wanna go back to eat and drink all the food and coffee I Love and hang with wongers.
But yet, here I am typing away... Yeah I know... What great procrastination.
Anyway, I'm getting slightly annoyed with my stupid sleeping probs. I
freaking go to bed early... One hour later still up, tosing and
turning... and about half an hour later I decide to either call someone
and chat or read my boring ass Contractlaw NUTSHELL... Attempt to go
back to sleep... @bout 4.30 the freaking sun is rising!
AND STILL I AM AWAKE 
Fucking hell I only had one cup of coffee today. What the hell is going on???
I had to turn to 'Dormicum'... Sleeping pills. Not Good
Wake up feeling groggy and waste half of today bumming. Watched a TV
doc about Greek Gods and Goddesses. Really interesting. Just reminds me
of the good old days in EnglishClass with Mr White studying "Antigone".
Just had a good cuppa and a Muffin. Jack Johnson playing. *Soothing and Calming 
Time to bury myself to dry legal sHizenHouse.
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